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。                                                                                                             她转头看了看前方，玉池已经不见了踪影，他们谈完了吗？                                                                                                             “谢谢！”讪讪的笑了笑，退后一步站稳，却见他还抓着自己的手，下意识的想要收回，感觉他的手紧了一下。握了握才缓缓的放开，似是犹豫，似是不舍。                                                                                                             心头微疼，思起刚刚的事，想他必是早知自己在此“我……不是故意要偷听，只是刚好路过看到，又不方便打扰！所以……”所以才故意走进这片山石后，谁知却是条si路。                                                                                                             “我知道！”他淡淡的回答，脸上丝毫没有半分的不满。看向她另一只手里的剑，眼神又是一沉“你找我有事？”                                                                                                             骆双这才想起此行的目的，拿起手中的剑递了过去：“我是专程来归还此剑的！多谢上仙！”                                                                                                             盯着那把剑半晌，他淡淡的问道：“你不喜欢吗？”                                                                                                             “自然不是！”客气的笑了笑“这是一把好剑，我修为低微，只怕辱没了此剑。况且我已经到了这里，想来以后必也用不上。”                                                                                                             他眉头轻皱一下，看向她手中的剑，却迟迟不去接，半会才缓声道：“你可知……这剑从何而来吗？”                                                                                                             骆双愣了愣，摇头！                                                                                                             “你握住剑柄，凝聚灵气试试。”他道。                                                                                                             骆双心中疑惑，却也依言凝神，自手心缓缓聚积着灵气。只见那剑上突然一道亮光闪过，原来锋利的剑身瞬间变得通t纯白，似玉般的颜se。                                                                                                             这是……                                                                                                             眼睛猛的睁大，抬头盯向他。                                                                                                             他伸手缓缓的接过那把剑，淡淡的道：“此剑乃我五百年前所铸，我白暮提倡的是双修，所以兵器亦是成对！”他扬起嘴角，轻抚着剑身“这是雌剑。我造它时，心中思慕着一人，曾想过，如若有招一日，能再见。此剑必是非它莫属。只是……我却一直没有机会给她！”                                                                                                             骆双缓缓的低下头不语，心里纠着什么，正一点一滴的撕裂着她的心。                                                                                                             “如今……”他突然轻笑一声继续道：“回想起来，要实现当日所盼，已是奢望。我只盼此剑能长陪在她身边，替我全心全意护她周全，只为她一人。但愿我做不到的事，此剑能替我做到！”                                                                                                             他抬头看向她，那如墨的眼里，苦苦的纠着什么，乎之yu出，却又不得不残忍的压下。                                                                                                             身侧的手轻轻的颤着，她不敢抬头，也不能抬头。只能生生把对方眼里唯一点的希望，慢慢转化成失望。                                                                                                             等了良久……                                                                                                             “我明白了！”他展颜苦笑，不再是绝代风华，却似那梨树之上，蔌蔌而落的梨花。“竟然如此，留着此剑也是无用了。”                                                                                                             语落，他扬手奋手一挥，骆双慌忙抬头，脚下yu动，又生生的忍住，忍得心间疼痛似海。                                                                                                             眼光随着那柄纯白的剑，自空中飞扬而过，越来越小，再缓缓的落下，看不见剑影，听不到任何回响，就像她曾经义无反顾的付出的那段情，再也寻不回来。                                                                                                             痛意排山倒海，为何他现在才说给她听，为何现在时至今日，她才明白这些？他可知……从记忆解封的那一刻起，所有的一切，都已经不可能了。                                                                                                             “谢……上仙好意，告辞！”她b着自己挤出声音，连退数步，脚步虚浮。心痛得似是要喘不过气来。                                                                                                             从她看到那把剑的开始，就已经怀疑了。看到它聚灵气后的更是了然。那分明与他的配剑是一模一样的。                                                                                                             那把剑，是他心里唯一一点期盼，是他做为白竹的最后一丝眷恋。而自己却生生的把这零星的希望扼杀了。                                                                                                             此刻开始，他与她便再无瓜葛，此刻开始，世间便再也没有白竹。                                                                                                             暮子昕看着她转身，一步一步往回走，眼前又幻化出千年前，那个有着世间最纯净眼神的小nv孩。                                                                                                             他寻了一千年，盼了一千年，恋了一千年的身影，就那么一步一步的踏出他的生命。自此惜忆殿的山石上，他该以什么理由，继续一个人站下去？                                                                                                             明明是炎热的天气，他却觉得寒风入骨，可笑！他竟也会觉得冷吗？他这千年来所做的事，到头来竟只是他的空想吗？                                                                                                             突然间很想要知道答案，不由自主就伸出了手。                                                                                                             她脚步一顿，心中惊讶，感受着手臂之上传来的淡淡温度，心跳瞬间停摆，却不敢回头。                                                                                                             “璎珞……”声音从未有过的低沉，似是灵魂深处发出的低鸣“你对他……当真是真心吗？”如若是这样，他是甘心放手的“你对他……”                                                                                                             “我心里有他！”她突然扬声打断他的话，声音似是吼出来的，不知是说给他听，亦或是自己。                                                                                                             “有他，我心里有他，必须、一定只能有他……”她一声一声的吼着，似是要肯定自己的心意“他是我哥，是为了我放弃了一切的人，是守了我一辈子的人。无论是神族也好，普通人也罢，都是！所以……必须有他！”或许现在不行，但她会努力的，会很努力，很努力的让自己只去看他一个人。                                                                                                             暮子昕眼神越加低沉，明明她身子颤抖得厉害，却还是要说自己ai的是他吗？“璎珞，我心里的人，从来没有变过，从来没有……”                                                                                                             “我有！”她转身扬起头，似是在看他，实则努力不让眼里的东西落下“我心里……曾经装着一个人，也以为可以一直装下去。但现在……我却要放下了。我是璎珞，所以要放下，我是骆双，所以要放下。不为其它，只因要！所以必须！”                                                                                                             看着她坚定的貌样，暮子昕心里越加的难受，她在b自己忘却千年的眷恋，同时何偿不是在强b着自己？                                                                                                             到底为何会走到这种境地？明明近在咫尺，却遥如天际。                                                                                                             或许……在两人的心里，真的有b相ai相知相伴，更为重要的东西。                                                                                                             『优酷电子书』『书农书库』『奇侠电子书』                                                                                                             “好！”他突然笑出声，脸上的花儿一朵朵的枯萎，化作尘土，再也寻不回来。看着她的泪流满面，听着那绝情的反话，不知为何心里却松了一口气，似是已经满足了。                                                                                                             笑意加深“璎珞，你心中可曾……有过我？”                                                                                                             “……”她沉默了半晌，突然展颜一笑，笑得天地都失了颜se，笑得满目皆是花伤“没有，……璎珞没有，骆双没有。以后……也绝对不能有！”                                                                                                             他长长的舒了口气，终于放开她的手，笑颜染在脸上，抬头看向那方，初升起的明月，突然轻声道：“我们再来约定一次好不好？从今日开始……我是暮子昕，你是骆双。”                                                                                                             “……好！”                                                                                                             淡淡的语调回荡开来，他回头，两人目光交汇，再不压抑，那满腔的情意，缓缓的流了一地。谁都未曾先动，似是用尽全身的力量，看上这最后一眼，自此陌路。                                                                                                             十丈开外，古树之下。                                                                                                             蓝衫之人站立，神情木然，看着那方的二人。                                                                                                             他不知站了多久，双眼无神，脸se惨白到没有一丝血气。微风过往，卷起地上白se的花瓣，扬扬撒撒，似是冬日来临。                                                                                                             他就那么看着，未曾动过一步，有什么正随着那花瓣一般，片片破碎。                                                                                                             嫁娶之礼                                                                                                             第五十八章                                                                                                             屋外蓝se长衫静立，目视前方。似是很专注的看着，却寻不着他所看何物？眼神空洞的没有焦距。分明是警觉的人，却丝毫没有注意旁人的靠近。                                                                                                             “哥？”骆双探试的开口，缓步走近。“你找我吗？”                                                                                                             那方的身影愣了一下，半晌才缓缓的转过头来，眼里仍是迷茫一片，有些发怔的看着骆双出神，好似不明自己身处何地？                                                                                                             她心生疑惑，习惯的拉过他的手，心中一惊。这手凉得可怕，他到底站了多久？看了看近在咫尺的房门“怎么不进屋？”                                                                                                             “珞……儿？”他缓缓的出声，眼里仍是蒙蒙的，看不清明。聚焦在她的脸上，眼里慢慢染上她的影子，似是疑惑的轻声呢喃她的名“珞儿……”                                                                                                             心底没由来的有些慌乱，今天的渺轩着实奇怪，像是……像是失了魂？                                                                                                             “哥，你怎么了？为何……”                                                                                                             话未说完，突然腰间一紧，被他一把搂进怀里，两条手臂缠上了她的腰。似是用尽全身的力气抱着，不留一丝的空隙。                                                                                                             “哥！”骆双惊呼一声，更是满心的疑问。被他抱着有些痛，挣扎了两下，他却抱着更紧，像要把她溶进t内一般。气息拂在颈侧，有些烫人。                                                                                                             这不是他第一次抱着自己，只是这次与之前不同。以往他都是小心翼翼的抱着、疼着，尤怕伤到她。现在，却好像没有那些顾虑，只想抱她近一点。于是更加的疑惑，只能静立不动。                                                                                                             良久，才探试着开口“哥？”                                                                                                             似是终于冷静下来，动了一下，浓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                                                    不过，能活着，那已经是莫大的赏赐，别的就不那么重要了。                                                                                                             看看空荡荡的院子，她成了唯一一个闲人。就连炎凤这几天，也寻不着影子，不知在忙些什么。只不过每次见她回来，总是一脸气呼呼的表情。难以想象，谁可以把喜怒不形于se的风风气成这样？她到是有几分的兴趣了。